Am I Normal?

Hi I've just joined as I am trying to get my head around this whole thing....

Recently- My family took the decision to tackle my mother and father and their drinking- This was the right decision; I whole heartedly support this!

I can't, however, get my head around my fellings towards my parents. The people who phone me screaming and threatening me, who tell me how awful I am and how I am the worst daughter in the world. The people who are suposed to love me regardless. These people who stnad in my parents bodies, who speak in their voices I HATE. Can that be right? Is that OK? You're not supposed to hate them but, I do.

This makes me feel horrid and I don't like feeling like a horrid person.

Please someone tell me I'm not going crazy?