My dad has a drug addiction and it just seems to be getting more of a problem

I have only recently joined this. I feel as I bottle my problems up but never have anyone to talk to about them as I dont like telling people my problems. However this is something that has gone on up too been a baby. My farther is a drug addict and its ruined my family. We have no money, about to lose our home. My mom is amazing she try's so hard to keep this family as one but my farther walks all over her. I cry myself to sleep thinking about my father having this addiction. It would be nice to speak to someone who's going through a simil thing. I wish I had a normal life with money and a happy family I don't ask for much