friends are out partying while im alone in my room


My friends are out partying again while im stuck in my room alone. I just can't appreciate the excitement they get when they're wasted on alcohol and sometimes even drugs. They did try to invite me, but I just made up excuses coz I don't want to be around drunk people. Its more than enough to have to put up with my dad. I never told them about my famiy problems coz I don't think they'll ever understand me.