I dont know what to do anymore

For all my life I have struggled with my weight. As I have gotten older my weight has just piled on. The last few months I have been trying to loose as much weight as I can and it is working but recently I have been having loads of trouble with my mum and her alcohol its getting alot worse. I have been getting so stress about stuff that I thought the best possible way was to make myself throw up. I tried to do it in the toilets at school but I just couldnt get myself to do it but I know that I shouldnt do this but its just about my weight and my mum has iven me so much stress I just dont know what to


eEbby xx