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hey my names laura im not really quite sure what to write here! my mums is an alcoholic and she has tried detoxs etc but nothing helps. Today she went into rehab and in a way i feel as though ive let her down and im so scared that if this doesnt work then nothing will. All i have heard for two years are broken promises...'im so determined to do it this time i really want to be there for you.' and then i will find a bottle of scotch under her bed and its heartbreaking to have to watch my mum kill herself. As any teenage girl i need my mum...right now i dont have one. I love my mum but i dont love the person shes turned into....i sooo want her back

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